i seem to require more assurance, connection and friendship than people are able to give me. as selfish as it is. its almost like i really need the people im close with to constantly reassure me that im not completely mad and that i will figure out who i am soon and things will be okay.

i really can’t stand being around people who don’t know me very well, it makes me even i feel like a stranger to myself. \

man im bloody high maintenance